kerana diriku begitu berharga..........

salam....

just nk kongsi citer sket... td tengah hari sempatla aku merayau2 kt bandar... actually nk pi bank... nk byr duit PTPTN yg dah tertunggak dua bulan.... (bkn xnk byr... cume xsempt...)korg2 dah byr ke belum.... klu belum tue pegil2la byr.... takut nm msuk black list nanti.... on the way nk pi bank td...sempt jgkla menyinggah kt kedai cd beli album Westlife yg latest.... lagu2 dlm album kali nie best2 sumenye.... hehehe... (ti aku wat entri lain psl nie...)

pas gie bank jln2 kt Kluang Parade jap... cuci2 mata... then... pas semayang... aku pun menuju ke destinasi yg ditunggu2... iaitu... Saloon Rambut Jazz.... sebeno nye dah lama nk pi tp xsempat2 gak... busy kat maktab ari tue... so korg rs apa yg aku wat kt situ.... hehehe... ;P of course la aku pi wat rebonding...... thn lps aku dah pernh wat... then dpt diskaun voucer tuk thn nie... so apa lg... guna jelah....... nk hrp org offer xde MAKNENYE..... lg pun dah lama aku tak wat treatment rmbut aku nie.... so sekali sekala apa salahnye kn... yelah... kerana diri sy sgt berharga.......

then, bile dah blik umah.... leh kata tiap2 ms nk belai rambut nie.... yelah lembut je kat jari jemari... klu boleh xnk lepas... kt amoi yg wat rmbut aku klu pnjg sket maybe lbh lama nk tahan kesan nya... nmpknye terpaksala thn diri dr potong rmbut pasni... to be honest... aku mmg xsuke rmbut pnjg... rimas... paling pnjg pun cume paras atas bahu jer... pasni terpaksala bersabo...

k, la... chow dulu.

Kem Kaizen... (surprise...surprise....)

Salam....

so, last week aku pi camping kat Kem Kaizen... can't believe it... after more than 10 years here I am again... over there... sebenonye... aku just pengiring jer... bwk bdk p. khas sekolah aku... nie perkhemahan peringkt daerah Kluang.... kinda excited nk pi cuz 10 years ago di sinila segala2nye bermula... (if u know what i mean..., right Intan?) 10 tahun berlalu mcm2 yg berubah... dah okla sket tempat nie... ada mcm2 aktiviti yg leh di buat kt sini....

masih ingat x lagi bile kt sume kene rendam dlm kolam nie... hehehe... tp Lucky Me... group aku x kene rendam... Thank God... ko kene rendam kn Intan??? huhuhu... ms mlm first day aku n all the peserta... kitorg dibw kembara mlm... some of student dlm group aku adala yg kinda freak out cuz it was soooo DARK... and you can't bring the torchlight... tp aku bwk jer cuz takut gak klu apa2 jd kt any member of my group... what a night... laluan nye lebih kurang cam jln yg aku lalu 10 years ago ms Jungle Tracking... ingat lg x Intan??? ke group hang sesat time tu...

The next day... another Jungle Tracking... klu mlm sebelumnye perjalannye pendek jer yg nie... let me tell you all loud and clear... it was 5 KM... tak tahula pegi balik 5 KM or pegi 5 KM, balik pun 5 KM... tp apa2 pun mmg penat giler2... bayangkn la... mula2 laluan nye kt tanah rata.... then masuk hutan... pastu turun paya... yg nie bahaya sket... dahla kene pimpin sorg budak cuz koordinasi dier xbrp stabil... then tmbah lg dengan licin... tak termasuk lg dengan PACAT... 10 years ago ko kene x gigit ngan Mr. P, Intan??? apa2 pun alhamdulillah... setelah dua kali pi aku x pernah kene gigit pacat... bukan nk ek... just bersyukur... ada sorg lagi cikgu dlm group aku kene cium ngan mr. P... dia pun x sedar... tau2 jer dh kenyang mr. P tue... oklah pas laluan kt area paya kitorg kene panjat gunung pulak... tinggi giler2... penatla gak tp still bersemangat waja nk habiskn pendakian ini... pic kt atas tue ms dah tiba kat atas puncak... takdela tinggi mn... tp yg mencabar sewaktu nk turun bukit... kene hati2 banyak cuz curam giler laluan nye... lepas dah turun dari gunung tu... kitorg dibwk lalu kt jln tar menuju ke air terjun... bdk2 nie excited giler bile dgr nk pi air terjun.... ingtkan lepas turun dr gunung terus jumpe air terjun... rupa2nye tak... jauh giler... adalah dlm 1 jam perjalanan lg... bdk2 nie ada yg dh nk surrender.... tp kitorg suruh jer diorg jln... bile dah sampai kt air terjun... trus xsabo2 nk terjun dlm air... semptla berkubang dlm 1/2 jam... oklah tue... pastu balik kem semula jln kaki gak... most bdk2 nie yg dah tak larat ditumpangkn oleh cikgu2 yg bermurah hati... yg bwk ketala... tp aku still steady.... jln jer sampai tiba kem semula... and i'm PROUD to myself n also my student cuz dia pun habiskn kembara kitorg... oklah tue... tp smpai2 jer kat bilik terus jer lepak atas katil... rs cam xnk bangun jer... huhuhu.... itula pengalamn... perjalanan kitorg nie bermula jm 9.30 pg n berakhir jam 2.00 ptg... BAYANGKN.....

Esoknye tibala hr penutup... tp pg tue kitorg still ada aktiviti... ada rentas halangan... tp wat dlm area kem jer... adala mcm permainan or aktiviti... jln atas tali... jln atas buaian dr kayu... panjat tembok and last skali ada gelongsor cam kat Sunway Lagoon tue... tp taklah panjang mn... biasa2 jer... yg nie aku tak join buatla... just amik gambo student aku wat... bukan apa... adala private probs sket... seronok gak tgk bdk2 nie wat... tp sygnye cume leh tgk jer... huhuhu... lepas hbs aktiviti... kemas2 brg n trus acara penutup... pas penutup... makan and then balik... gambar atas nie adalah ex-student aku ms sek kat Simpang Renggam... Kahar n Fazley... nie gambo sebelum kitorg bertolak balik.... bile nk balik nie rs cam sedih jer... rs2 dua kali aku pi kem ni... mcm2 kenangan telah tercipta... (uh... xthn ayat ni...)... anyway... mostly it was a sweet memories that i could never forget... bile dtg kali kedua ni... sometimes masih terbayang2 masa aku pi dulu2... memories yg aku akn ingat sampai bile2.... so, what about you Intan??? masihkh ko ingt kenangan kite sume ms kt Kem Kaizen 10 tahun lalu????????

gtg.

Sweet Dreams or Nightmare...????

i had this dream last night. it was about this one guy (cannot tell where, who or when i met him)...actually kinda weird cuz i never thought about him before...then suddenly he popped into my dream and asked me out...we go for dinner at this one restaurant.."kinda romantic dinner"...only he had bring his own dinner...maybe he pokai that time...hahaha...that's the funny part actually...then...after dinner...he want to send me home...but he told me that he just send me to the bus station so i could catch my bus... i asked him why (actually, he brought a car)... but he didn't tell me...then we walk together to the bus station...we talking about something (i can't remember what)...then he pointed something about his bruised cheek..i touch his cheek and said there heal already...he said something like i had a healing touch and his comment make me blush...(think i was smiled this time) then i drop my hand and he took it and hold it...i think my blood ran faster...he teased and said something like we alreday like a lovers or something...i tried to pull my hand and i felt he want to let go too...but...i quickly hold his hand back...then...I WOKE UP! :(

i don't know how to categorize this. It is a sweetest dream or just another nightmare....i think i would go to the first one....and this dream just make my day today full with smiles and happiness....

sign off,
mizsmie.